1 00:00:25,340 --> 00:00:30,019 ♪My heart shattered, withered into pieces♪ 2 00:00:30,020 --> 00:00:34,819 ♪Yet I still can't find a trace of you♪ 3 00:00:34,820 --> 00:00:38,699 ♪Like a whale drowning in the cracks of the deep sea♪ 4 00:00:38,700 --> 00:00:44,339 ♪Thinking of you, I lose myself completely♪ 5 00:00:44,340 --> 00:00:49,139 ♪My heart shattered, withered into pieces♪ 6 00:00:49,140 --> 00:00:53,939 ♪Humbly, I still long to search for you♪ 7 00:00:53,940 --> 00:00:57,859 ♪Screaming as I fall into the darkest abyss♪ 8 00:00:57,860 --> 00:01:02,419 ♪Echoing back is only the tide of loneliness♪ 9 00:01:02,420 --> 00:01:04,719 ♪Overestimating myself♪ 10 00:01:04,720 --> 00:01:09,579 =Marry Him in Her Place= 11 00:01:09,580 --> 00:01:11,407 =Episode 10= 12 00:01:15,272 --> 00:01:16,751 (Song Zhichu,) 13 00:01:16,752 --> 00:01:18,991 (you'll get what's coming to you.) 14 00:01:18,992 --> 00:01:21,351 (I will have my revenge.) 15 00:01:21,352 --> 00:01:24,072 Mrs. Lin! 16 00:01:24,872 --> 00:01:25,951 What's wrong, Madam Li? 17 00:01:25,952 --> 00:01:26,831 Sir, 18 00:01:26,832 --> 00:01:28,991 Mrs. Lin's been in the bath for nearly two hours. 19 00:01:28,992 --> 00:01:31,591 The door's locked. She won't answer no matter how we call her. 20 00:01:31,592 --> 00:01:32,431 Are you all right? 21 00:01:32,432 --> 00:01:33,871 Mrs. Lin! 22 00:01:33,872 --> 00:01:34,511 Say something! 23 00:01:34,512 --> 00:01:36,782 Mrs. Lin! 24 00:01:45,512 --> 00:01:47,320 - What are you doing here? - Are you all right? 25 00:01:47,320 --> 00:01:48,752 Get out! 26 00:01:49,837 --> 00:01:54,061 ♪Awakened by the rain on the silent sea♪ 27 00:01:54,062 --> 00:01:58,811 ♪I hear my heartbeat roaring in sorrow♪ 28 00:01:58,812 --> 00:02:01,336 ♪I was abandoned♪ 29 00:02:01,337 --> 00:02:04,323 ♪Dreaming of you in the same place♪ 30 00:02:04,324 --> 00:02:08,841 ♪Cold eyes♪ 31 00:02:08,842 --> 00:02:13,391 ♪Searching for traces of light in the dark♪ 32 00:02:13,392 --> 00:02:15,152 Spare me your pity. 33 00:02:15,712 --> 00:02:16,912 Lin Yun, 34 00:02:17,000 --> 00:02:18,191 I can do this 35 00:02:18,192 --> 00:02:19,832 with or without you. 36 00:02:20,352 --> 00:02:21,511 From now on, 37 00:02:21,512 --> 00:02:22,680 we go our separate ways. 38 00:02:22,680 --> 00:02:25,161 We don't interfere with each other. I'll leave as soon as I can. 39 00:02:25,162 --> 00:02:26,932 ♪Longing for an echo of salvation♪ 40 00:02:27,512 --> 00:02:30,231 We just got married, and you already want to run away? 41 00:02:30,232 --> 00:02:31,391 Our marriage was never real. 42 00:02:31,392 --> 00:02:33,524 If I leave, you won't have to look at me with disdain. 43 00:02:33,525 --> 00:02:35,711 ♪My heart shattered, withered into pieces♪ 44 00:02:35,712 --> 00:02:38,151 Weren't you the one who wanted to use me as your shield 45 00:02:38,152 --> 00:02:39,280 to get back at Song Zhichu? 46 00:02:39,280 --> 00:02:41,151 Without the status of the lady of Chengyun Society, 47 00:02:41,152 --> 00:02:42,832 how are you going to take revenge? 48 00:02:43,432 --> 00:02:45,672 I found the opium without you, didn't I? 49 00:02:46,632 --> 00:02:48,631 You were the one who agreed to work with me. 50 00:02:48,632 --> 00:02:51,232 Now, you think my way of doing things is beneath you. 51 00:02:52,112 --> 00:02:53,872 You're full of yourself. 52 00:02:54,032 --> 00:02:55,712 You waded into this mess already, 53 00:02:56,312 --> 00:02:58,272 and I'm the one holding the rudder. 54 00:02:58,912 --> 00:03:00,672 Don't even think 55 00:03:01,912 --> 00:03:02,986 about jumping ship now. 56 00:03:02,987 --> 00:03:05,799 ♪Screaming as I fall into the darkest abyss♪ 57 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:10,149 ♪Echoing back is only the tide of loneliness♪ 58 00:03:10,150 --> 00:03:13,357 ♪Overestimating myself♪ 59 00:03:23,432 --> 00:03:24,671 Where are you going? 60 00:03:24,672 --> 00:03:25,591 Out for a walk. 61 00:03:25,592 --> 00:03:27,752 I don't need to report to you, do I? 62 00:03:27,992 --> 00:03:29,192 Eat before you leave. 63 00:03:32,087 --> 00:03:33,180 I don't feel like it. 64 00:03:34,787 --> 00:03:36,636 Madam Li spent the whole morning 65 00:03:36,637 --> 00:03:38,077 preparing this meal. 66 00:03:38,672 --> 00:03:40,392 It's not the food I don't like. 67 00:03:46,912 --> 00:03:48,111 Mrs. Lin, where are you going? 68 00:03:48,112 --> 00:03:48,911 I'll go with you. 69 00:03:48,912 --> 00:03:50,711 No need. 70 00:03:50,712 --> 00:03:51,991 Mrs. Lin, 71 00:03:51,992 --> 00:03:53,551 don't make this hard for me. 72 00:03:53,552 --> 00:03:55,551 I have to answer to the boss. 73 00:03:55,552 --> 00:03:56,631 What? 74 00:03:56,632 --> 00:03:58,512 Did your boss tell you to watch me? 75 00:03:59,952 --> 00:04:01,232 Let her go. 76 00:04:07,925 --> 00:04:09,499 Are you sure? 77 00:04:09,500 --> 00:04:10,740 Follow her. 78 00:04:12,472 --> 00:04:13,712 What are you looking at? 79 00:04:13,832 --> 00:04:15,752 Get moving and keep an eye on her. 80 00:04:15,975 --> 00:04:18,134 The head of Chengyun Society 81 00:04:18,135 --> 00:04:19,455 playing stalker? 82 00:04:20,472 --> 00:04:21,074 Go. 83 00:04:21,075 --> 00:04:21,871 All right, all right. 84 00:04:21,872 --> 00:04:23,192 I'm going. 85 00:04:31,432 --> 00:04:32,671 Madam. 86 00:04:32,672 --> 00:04:35,551 (Let's see what you're sneaking around for.) 87 00:04:35,552 --> 00:04:36,792 Are the clothes ready? 88 00:04:37,112 --> 00:04:38,232 All done. 89 00:04:39,032 --> 00:04:40,861 We worked overtime last night. 90 00:04:40,862 --> 00:04:43,061 I followed all the measurements you gave me. 91 00:04:43,062 --> 00:04:45,299 It'd be more accurate if the child could come in for sizing. 92 00:04:45,300 --> 00:04:46,951 Please wrap them up for me. 93 00:04:46,952 --> 00:04:47,952 Certainly. 94 00:05:04,362 --> 00:05:05,799 Madam, 95 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:07,440 your clothes. 96 00:05:11,632 --> 00:05:13,031 Thank you. 97 00:05:13,032 --> 00:05:14,032 Take care. 98 00:06:13,352 --> 00:06:15,271 Don't you have any other methods? 99 00:06:15,272 --> 00:06:16,672 I learned from you. 100 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:19,720 We agreed not to meddle in each other's business. 101 00:06:19,720 --> 00:06:22,220 Mr. Lin, you'd do well to stay in your lane. 102 00:06:23,632 --> 00:06:25,592 My kindness means nothing to you. 103 00:06:25,887 --> 00:06:27,447 Fine, don't come begging me later. 104 00:06:36,032 --> 00:06:36,631 Mother, 105 00:06:36,632 --> 00:06:38,511 I miss you every day. 106 00:06:38,512 --> 00:06:39,191 Guang. 107 00:06:39,192 --> 00:06:41,631 Can't you visit me more often? 108 00:06:41,632 --> 00:06:42,907 Be good, Guang. 109 00:06:43,392 --> 00:06:44,712 I miss you too. 110 00:06:49,032 --> 00:06:50,552 What are you doing? 111 00:06:53,152 --> 00:06:55,192 You always bring useless things. 112 00:06:56,552 --> 00:06:57,591 Didn't you say you came here 113 00:06:57,592 --> 00:06:59,311 to sing and earn money? 114 00:06:59,312 --> 00:07:00,432 I think 115 00:07:00,992 --> 00:07:03,312 you found yourself some man out there. 116 00:07:04,032 --> 00:07:07,632 I suppose I've found a way to get Lu Man to give me the goods. 117 00:07:08,675 --> 00:07:09,791 You wretch! 118 00:07:09,792 --> 00:07:11,431 Mother... 119 00:07:11,432 --> 00:07:12,391 Tell me 120 00:07:12,392 --> 00:07:14,752 how Guang hurt his face. 121 00:07:16,837 --> 00:07:19,436 If I hadn't bought your freedom back then, 122 00:07:19,437 --> 00:07:22,271 you'd still be pouring drinks for men. 123 00:07:22,272 --> 00:07:23,791 And now you think 124 00:07:23,792 --> 00:07:25,832 you can lecture me? 125 00:07:26,232 --> 00:07:27,311 Where's the money? 126 00:07:27,312 --> 00:07:28,792 When will I get my money? 127 00:07:29,872 --> 00:07:30,871 I'm warning you, 128 00:07:30,872 --> 00:07:32,631 touch one hair on Guang, 129 00:07:32,632 --> 00:07:34,071 and I'll fight you! 130 00:07:34,072 --> 00:07:36,511 I'm stuck in this dump every day. 131 00:07:36,512 --> 00:07:37,991 I'm bored out of my mind. 132 00:07:37,992 --> 00:07:39,952 If you don't bring me money, 133 00:07:41,232 --> 00:07:43,911 I'll take Guang to that lover of yours 134 00:07:43,912 --> 00:07:46,791 and spill everything. 135 00:07:46,792 --> 00:07:47,791 Lu Youcai, 136 00:07:47,792 --> 00:07:49,511 get this straight. 137 00:07:49,512 --> 00:07:50,471 All these years, 138 00:07:50,472 --> 00:07:52,832 I've been the one feeding you. 139 00:07:53,832 --> 00:07:54,951 So what? 140 00:07:54,952 --> 00:07:56,951 You really believe you have the right 141 00:07:56,952 --> 00:07:59,112 to put me in my place? 142 00:07:59,432 --> 00:08:00,912 Stop! 143 00:08:02,752 --> 00:08:04,592 Oh, we've got company. 144 00:08:16,437 --> 00:08:17,677 Xu Yin. 145 00:08:19,752 --> 00:08:22,232 I never thought you had this many secrets tucked away. 146 00:08:23,112 --> 00:08:25,111 I wonder if it will be a surprise or a shock 147 00:08:25,112 --> 00:08:26,711 for Chief Song 148 00:08:26,712 --> 00:08:28,712 when he hears about this. 149 00:08:31,537 --> 00:08:32,617 Xu Yin, 150 00:08:33,272 --> 00:08:34,351 for old times' sake... 151 00:08:34,352 --> 00:08:35,752 You want me to keep this quiet? 152 00:08:37,112 --> 00:08:39,072 What's in it for me? 153 00:08:40,912 --> 00:08:43,312 These. 154 00:08:43,725 --> 00:08:45,711 Ask for whatever you want. 155 00:08:45,712 --> 00:08:46,991 From now on, 156 00:08:46,992 --> 00:08:49,552 what's mine is yours. 157 00:08:51,112 --> 00:08:53,351 You're generous. 158 00:08:53,352 --> 00:08:54,824 Although, 159 00:08:54,825 --> 00:08:59,145 what's mine has been yours already. 160 00:09:00,750 --> 00:09:01,991 Don't worry. 161 00:09:01,992 --> 00:09:03,712 I'll never have anything to do 162 00:09:04,137 --> 00:09:05,697 with Lin Yun again. 163 00:09:06,632 --> 00:09:08,151 I don't care about that. 164 00:09:08,152 --> 00:09:09,672 Then what do you want? 165 00:09:11,312 --> 00:09:12,872 Herbs. 166 00:09:13,437 --> 00:09:14,431 Herbs? 167 00:09:14,432 --> 00:09:16,231 The Liang's Apothecary has plenty of those. 168 00:09:16,232 --> 00:09:18,631 Tell me what you need. 169 00:09:18,632 --> 00:09:20,071 I'll fetch it. 170 00:09:20,072 --> 00:09:21,512 I'm asking for plenty. 171 00:09:21,912 --> 00:09:23,231 I want 172 00:09:23,232 --> 00:09:25,431 all the wulingzhi I saw 173 00:09:25,432 --> 00:09:27,232 in those dozen crates. 174 00:09:29,552 --> 00:09:31,386 Why do you want that? 175 00:09:31,387 --> 00:09:32,907 No reason. 176 00:09:32,992 --> 00:09:34,191 I just 177 00:09:34,192 --> 00:09:35,752 like it. 178 00:09:35,832 --> 00:09:36,631 What? 179 00:09:36,632 --> 00:09:37,311 Is that a problem? 180 00:09:37,312 --> 00:09:38,671 I may be 181 00:09:38,672 --> 00:09:39,631 the daughter 182 00:09:39,632 --> 00:09:41,624 of the Liang family, 183 00:09:41,625 --> 00:09:43,911 but ever since I married Song Zhichu, 184 00:09:43,912 --> 00:09:45,711 he's been 185 00:09:45,712 --> 00:09:47,432 running everything. 186 00:09:47,792 --> 00:09:49,511 It all belongs to him. 187 00:09:49,512 --> 00:09:51,392 I can't make the call. 188 00:09:53,072 --> 00:09:55,032 Then, I'll go to Chief Song. 189 00:09:56,232 --> 00:09:57,112 Wait! 190 00:09:57,632 --> 00:09:59,152 Give me some time. 191 00:09:59,712 --> 00:10:00,832 All right. 192 00:10:01,032 --> 00:10:03,151 But I'm impatient, 193 00:10:03,152 --> 00:10:04,031 and I have loose lips. 194 00:10:04,032 --> 00:10:05,632 I'll be quick about it. 195 00:10:20,752 --> 00:10:22,551 You don't come across 196 00:10:22,552 --> 00:10:24,512 icy imperial green jadeite every day. 197 00:10:25,352 --> 00:10:26,991 You don't deserve it. 198 00:10:26,992 --> 00:10:29,071 It'd be such a waste 199 00:10:29,072 --> 00:10:30,712 if your lover accidentally smashed it. 200 00:10:30,832 --> 00:10:32,632 I'll hold on to it for you. 201 00:11:09,432 --> 00:11:10,871 Yi, 202 00:11:10,872 --> 00:11:12,072 sit here. 203 00:11:13,992 --> 00:11:15,231 Is this necessary, Father? 204 00:11:15,232 --> 00:11:16,351 It's just a gift. 205 00:11:16,352 --> 00:11:18,232 There's no need for all this secrecy. 206 00:11:18,872 --> 00:11:22,191 It's for your 18th birthday. 207 00:11:22,192 --> 00:11:24,472 A bit of ceremony never hurts. 208 00:11:24,752 --> 00:11:25,872 Open it. 209 00:11:28,592 --> 00:11:29,631 Father, I expected 210 00:11:29,632 --> 00:11:30,711 something exciting. 211 00:11:30,712 --> 00:11:33,631 This is what people your age appreciate, not me. 212 00:11:33,632 --> 00:11:35,151 Oh, you. 213 00:11:35,152 --> 00:11:38,391 I chose this icy imperial green jadeite just for you. 214 00:11:38,392 --> 00:11:39,871 It took me a long time 215 00:11:39,872 --> 00:11:41,151 to find it. 216 00:11:41,152 --> 00:11:44,111 I even had a master craftsman in Suzhou customize it for you. 217 00:11:44,112 --> 00:11:45,432 Give me your hand. 218 00:11:46,312 --> 00:11:48,831 This jade is firm but not brittle, 219 00:11:48,832 --> 00:11:50,991 just like my Yi. 220 00:11:50,992 --> 00:11:54,191 I hope this bangle keeps you safe 221 00:11:54,192 --> 00:11:56,032 all your life. 222 00:12:10,272 --> 00:12:11,551 (I miss you,) 223 00:12:11,552 --> 00:12:13,712 (Father...) 224 00:12:47,992 --> 00:12:49,511 The head of the Chengyun Society. 225 00:12:49,512 --> 00:12:50,752 Hello. 226 00:12:51,512 --> 00:12:52,632 You're drunk. 227 00:12:53,272 --> 00:12:55,232 No, I'm not. 228 00:12:56,232 --> 00:12:57,992 I can walk in a straight line. 229 00:12:59,272 --> 00:13:00,751 I can walk 230 00:13:00,752 --> 00:13:02,111 sideways 231 00:13:02,112 --> 00:13:03,592 and backwards too. 232 00:13:12,232 --> 00:13:13,271 Stop it. 233 00:13:13,272 --> 00:13:14,511 We're going home. 234 00:13:14,512 --> 00:13:15,632 Home? 235 00:13:17,552 --> 00:13:18,992 I don't have a home anymore. 236 00:13:20,632 --> 00:13:22,072 Not anymore... 237 00:13:30,787 --> 00:13:32,932 (Puyuan Pastries) 238 00:13:33,632 --> 00:13:34,872 Smells good. 239 00:13:35,672 --> 00:13:36,792 I want pastries. 240 00:13:40,472 --> 00:13:41,792 I want pastries. 241 00:13:42,552 --> 00:13:43,871 Smells so good. 242 00:13:43,872 --> 00:13:46,071 They are my favourite. 243 00:13:46,072 --> 00:13:49,392 My father always bought me lots of those pastries. 244 00:13:49,712 --> 00:13:50,871 I want pastries. 245 00:13:50,872 --> 00:13:52,551 I want pastries. 246 00:13:52,552 --> 00:13:53,599 It's late. 247 00:13:53,600 --> 00:13:54,991 They're closed. 248 00:13:54,992 --> 00:13:57,436 No, I want pastries. 249 00:13:57,437 --> 00:13:59,672 I want pastries right now. 250 00:13:59,792 --> 00:14:01,351 I want pastries... 251 00:14:01,352 --> 00:14:03,231 I want pastries... 252 00:14:03,232 --> 00:14:04,872 I want pastries... 253 00:14:15,152 --> 00:14:16,192 Coming! 254 00:14:18,472 --> 00:14:20,112 Mr. Lin? 255 00:14:20,312 --> 00:14:21,551 I'd like to buy some pastries. 256 00:14:21,552 --> 00:14:23,392 At this hour? 257 00:14:30,625 --> 00:14:34,420 ♪Between the lines of words♪ 258 00:14:34,462 --> 00:14:38,745 ♪Telling fragments of love and sorrow♪ 259 00:14:38,825 --> 00:14:42,661 ♪Sun, moon, and stars♪ 260 00:14:42,662 --> 00:14:46,957 ♪Speak not, for it is longing♪ 261 00:14:46,962 --> 00:14:50,786 ♪Loneliness sealed in dust♪ 262 00:14:50,787 --> 00:14:54,620 ♪The longer it stays, the deeper it grows♪ 263 00:14:54,700 --> 00:14:57,461 ♪Seeing through all worldly things♪ 264 00:14:57,462 --> 00:15:02,232 ♪All sorrow fades into nothingness♪ 265 00:15:03,487 --> 00:15:10,411 ♪A lover's deep affection♪ 266 00:15:10,412 --> 00:15:14,474 ♪Dwelling deep in my heart♪ 267 00:15:14,475 --> 00:15:18,199 ♪Nowhere to hide♪ 268 00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:22,061 ♪Loveless, yet fearing too much feeling♪ 269 00:15:22,062 --> 00:15:26,261 ♪Loved you until it became a curse on my heart♪ 270 00:15:26,262 --> 00:15:30,407 ♪Couldn't win your heart, so I foolishly tore myself down♪ 271 00:15:32,775 --> 00:15:37,315 ♪Raise the big screen, start your pretentious performance♪ 272 00:15:38,435 --> 00:15:40,454 ♪The most foolish gambler♪ 273 00:15:40,455 --> 00:15:45,855 ♪Would treat love as prey, caring nothing♪ 274 00:15:46,075 --> 00:15:52,195 ♪You pretend to be innocent, yet the red wounds are vivid in my mind♪ 275 00:15:52,815 --> 00:15:54,774 ♪Such a hypocritical gift♪ 276 00:15:54,775 --> 00:15:58,875 ♪Victory is revealed too quickly♪ 277 00:15:58,995 --> 00:16:02,774 ♪I treated you as my salvation♪ 278 00:16:02,775 --> 00:16:06,735 ♪You treated me as a toy♪ 279 00:16:06,815 --> 00:16:13,395 ♪And we both fall into endless loneliness♪ 280 00:16:13,475 --> 00:16:16,754 ♪I loved too deeply♪ 281 00:16:16,755 --> 00:16:20,794 ♪Your methods are too cruel♪ 282 00:16:20,795 --> 00:16:27,795 ♪Once devotion is desecrated, only waiting for your disgrace♪ 283 00:16:27,955 --> 00:16:30,914 ♪I treated you as my salvation♪ 284 00:16:30,915 --> 00:16:34,955 ♪You treated me as a toy♪ 285 00:16:35,275 --> 00:16:41,974 ♪And we both fall into endless loneliness♪ 286 00:16:41,975 --> 00:16:45,494 ♪I loved too deeply♪ 287 00:16:45,495 --> 00:16:49,375 ♪Your methods are too cruel♪ 288 00:16:49,695 --> 00:16:56,614 ♪Once devotion is desecrated, only waiting for your disgrace♪ 289 00:16:56,615 --> 00:16:58,455 ♪Curtain call♪